Forgive Me Lord (18+) — final
I forgot to tell you how beautiful you have become.”
I got home and I met Kunle. I then said.
need you to tell me the truth. Why did you
back to me months ago after you left?”
He stood up and said. “Because I missed
I then said. “Kunle, I need you to be honest
He took a deep breath in and said. “Okay, you
want to know the truth? Bankole persuaded
come back to you. That I should accept you
way you are.”
I then said. “So if Bankole had not told you to
come back you would left me for good?”
He said. “No, I love you. he knew I love you
didn’t want us to delve into lust.”
I said. “But we are in it already.”
He then said. “I did it because I love you and
have sinned and fallen short of the glory of
look Simi, thats bygone, lets not go back.
let’s look beyond and build the future we
I took a deep sigh and left his sight.
He then came towards me and whispered in
ears. “I feel horny tonight, I am going to give
I laughed out and said. “Look kunle, I am not
the mood for that tonight. Maybe tomorrow or
A week later I was caught up in the s*xual
between Kunle and Bankole. Kunle at night
Bankole, secretly during the day. This went on
about 3 months until I decided to put a stop
realized my cravens for lust and knew it was
to rededicate my life. I stopped seeing
I talked to Kunle about rededicating our lives
to Christ, which he agreed.
It wasn’t easy but we scaled through and
attending church service again, a different
The Saturday I will never forget, Kunle dashed
the room sweating and panting. He yelled at
“Come with me now!!”
I was shocked and I didn’t know whether he
angry or in trouble. So I followed him. I
meet up with his haste so I was behind him.
then headed to a clinic and we went through a
crowded room and got to another private
There was a lady who said. “Oh you back so
Mr Kunle and that is your partner?”
Kunle said. “Yes she’s the only one I have
active with all my life.”
The lady then said. “Hi my name is Ronke.”
I was getting scared and I said. “I am Simi.
is going on?”
She then said. “Kindly come into this section.”
I hesitated but Kunle had this stern look that I
have never seen before. So I followed her.
She sat me down and it was then I knew it
HIV testing center. I could tell from the
heart started beating fast. She then said.
your sit and be relaxed. It’s going to be a
antibody/antigen test the results will be out in
about 20 minutes”
I was going to have a heart attack, she took
blood, asked me several questions….
About 30 minutes later the result came out
was positive. I almost pa*sed out but she held
me. She then said. “You and your boyfriend
please wait for counseling by the next hour.
when Kunle heard the result he went mad and
emotional. He was crying like a baby, I dint
how to console him. I tried to say something
he yelled at me. “Why Simi? Why? I only loved
why do this to me?”
I started crying and I said. “It most be
it’s just the 2 of you that I have had s*x
didn’t know how that statement slipped from
Kunle then got up, his eye were red with tears
them and he ran out. I went after him until I
sight of him. I knew he would be going to
Bankole’s place so I headed there.
As I got to Bankole’s place, he had a visitor, a
lady. I could tell by the foot wear outside the
step. I then banged on the door continuously
he came out. He was shocked to see me
and gasping for breath. He then asked. “What
going on? what’s wrong?”
I then said. “Kunle…. Have you seen Kunle?..”
He said. “No, not at all. What about Kunle?”
I then said. “Kunle knows, he knows. I must
I ran before Bankole could say a word.
I got to my place and realized the door was
and someone was obviously inside. I knew
was inside so I began to call his name
him to come out. After about 15 minutes and
didn’t hear a thing I got worried and went to
some guys around to break the door open.
The door was forced open and behold Kunle’s
lifeless body was dangling beneath the ceiling
He hung himself to death. Sighting that I
out immediately and next thing I found myself
the hospital bed.
I will carry this burden for the rest of my life. I
never forgive myself, talk-less of forgetting
tragic moments. How my recklessness caused
demise of my unborn child and the love of my
Every night I pray. That forgive_me_lord. (titled derived) for I
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